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Home Stretcher
02:01
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Lifeless like my smile. Myself, titled.
I shake my head get high instead kill lights and never leave my bed
As you hold this stress above my head I’m losing it
You’re writing bad checks over again your stories never check out
Fuck all of your friends
I’ll be damned before I do this again if I’m being honest
Just lie to me cause we both know that it leads to things
That you don’t wanna know
Ill fall asleep, I wont repeat another thing so don’t ask me to take your words and just believe
Theres something on my chest hanging around without consent
I think I did my best but it wasn’t as good as the rest so im facing it.
Today inside I’ll stayJust gotta keep dry when youre bringing the rain
You’ve been hanging out and now youre barely hanging on
I’m sick of this place and im sick of your song
Cuz it was too much to ask to find a place where I belong
I’m still living with the luck I’m given
And I don’t give a fuck about the world im missing
Cause this world that I’m missing doesn’t miss me at all
I spent half a checking, wrecking my train of thought
So I take the first step as im losing my breathIm running out of gas on this hospital trip
I tell you that your slippin you call it ego trippinBut you didn’t hear it from me
Im the best secret kept and now im choking to death Havnt seen you since our hospital trip
And now were on a mission, put you out of commission
But you didn’t hear it from me
Just listen to me.
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Sincerity
03:52
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Im giving up every word this time cause everything you say dont fit right
I figure you dont know what to say
It wouldnt mean much anyway
Honestly I wouldnt give away my position
and let you know that Ive been hiding underneath your feet
Set me free, free from the hate of a life Im living
Its bittersweet
What would you know about mind over matter
Youre fucking stuck living head over heels
Slipping
Im fighting just to hold on
but Im missing the point that youve been making
I tried to rise above this
But Ive just proven hopeless
Im not used to breathing on my own
I learn to grow when Im feeling alone
Promises were not something that were often kept
Youre wasting breath on me
I dont want to see myself in five, plus years
fighting off the time blowing out my ears
Im conquering the world kicking all my fears
Im still outside right out in the clear
I remember the time when you looked in my eyes and said
That I wasnt a threat just another distraction instead
I cant wait.
Ten more years down the road when your car breaks down
and theres nowhere to go
Your fake friends dont care and nobody shows
You cant find your way and nobody knows youre missing
I never listen to the stories Ive been told
Two decades and a tenth uncomfortable
Responsible with no self control
Cardiac arrest when possible
Promises were not something that were often kept
Youre wasting breath on me
I dont want to see myself in five, plus years
fighting off the time blowing out my ears
Im conquering the world kicking all my fears
Im still outside right out in the clear
Every single day things gets harder
Im not doing better on my own
Im trying to live my life that is smarter
Because with you I just get used to choke on
Promises
I dont want to see myself in five, plus years
fighting off the time blowing out my ears
Im conquering the world kicking all my fears
Im still outside right out in the clear
Its been like this for years
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Alma Slaughter
02:23
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This past year I fell apart
Avoided light preferred the dark
But that dont change the fact that I failed to act
As Im shot back to the start
Im stuck on edge again
Its getting harder to pretend
That my lifes not run by colleges
They only own my money and the thoughts inside my head
Profits aside, define my mind
Give me my education
Served with a side of my entire lifes description
Im tunnel visioned
With one destination in mind
I try to lie about all this debt that Ive compiled
My face goes numb
I regret diving head first into this hole
Giving all my things to their school
Its not the same as they promised me
Not what I want to be
Let me walk away
Just take my contract, shove it hard right up your asses
I wont pay another cent to learn nothing in classes
They said dont smoke
Is this a joke
For a hundred thousand dollars you can fucking choke
They crossed the line and theyre way passed mine
I know what I want but I dont want what I need
Ive driven miles
Payed traffic tickets that I could not afford at the time
Ive dealt with assholes
Impatient people that I cant stand to have in my life
Too cruel for school
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Stop Looking At Me, Swan
03:01
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Im picking up all the pieces that you set fire to
Id be better off to just forget you
Im showing you up because Ive had enough
And weve taken too much time on calling bluffs
Ill call your bluff
Ill say this one more time
Ill still fight
I just keep pushing but nothing is worth it
So I just endure this low life that Im living
No peace of mind for me
No broken hands can say the least
Your priorities have broken at the seams
Youre not better than me
Im going homeIll be walking there alone
All of you who claim to be aint just what you seem to be, my friends.
Not mine.
The end is here and Im stronger than ever
Hear me scream this in your ear
Cause Ive just bottled up my fears
You cant hide the fight that sits inside
Backs you up when you speak your mind
Never again will they cross you
Change can come from just one voice
I exercize power of choice
And I make loud my thoughts and opinions
You let it die and Im blaming you for it
You think youre smarter than shit
You think I dont know when to quit
Because Im drowning
Another dime and thats the last of it
Ten more cents that Ill just forget
As butterflies escape my wallet
Youre not better than me
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Shelter
04:10
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run for your lifethe end of humanity this might be too much for me
if we're all going to die then let my name go down in history
wasted my last days in debatewaiting for this fucking earthquake
that's supposed to pull us all to hell
why is it so hard to forget fairy tales
of your hypothetical bull shit i'm sick of it.
stay inside boarded in the house and when I get home
we can talk about how we want to die tonight
the last thing that this world needs is a reason not to try
where's the motivation in falling fire from the sky
creator/hater, if what they say is true
then tell me there's a reason for all the things that I've been through
can't help but feel a little down, they say we're going to drown
I spent 21 years at war with myself
and the happiness I foundin nothinggive me something
My Dear,
My words are always sincere, if not a soul walks the earth by the start of next year.
Despair, you know I hate when you're scared.
Believe that if you have to run from the sea, I'll always be there with you amongst the suit and debris.
Endure until your heart can't take anymore.
Learn to loath all you know.
Can't love a world buried in snow.
I won't spend my life in fear waiting for mankind to disappear and you'll never get it.
Replace that fucking frown on your face
Because if we're all going to go, we're going to end up in the same place.
Keep that spirit from dead, that roof over your head.
Shelter.
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Obituaries
03:45
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You lie to my face its such a shame
That you had to die at such a young age
I see your body around the city
It uses your name that I loved so much
But now my mouths shut
Authorities could you help me please
Said her name at the door then we lost one more
So where do I begin
How about youre not the same, not interested
To hold you close to my heart
Cause youre ripping me apart
Can we start being honest with ourselves
So straight up
I fucking hate when you walk in
Cause our days are gone
With all your chances youre giving to me
Ill give back to you while you give in to me
Ill take all your fucking fun away
Those days that I swear that Ill get back
A fucking ghost
Cause you wanted it the most
Well that is that.
Youve died inside so dont come back
This years climbing death toll will rest its feet around the thousands
Girls in their early twenties too good for life around them
I just miss you so much
But everything I say to you gets thrown right back at my face
And now theres only one thing I can do
And thats pulverize any trace of life
Drink and drive but wont recognize.
Just want a quick way out
I got no doubt
That youll take my hand if I act like someone different
And if nothing happens
Ill make you famous
Good day LA
Graveyard founded on fame
Cant help but hate you when my friends are dying everyday
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All I Wrote
03:01
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I got a black hole pumping where my heart should be
Cause no one else knows how to lie like me
Eyes in the back of my head and I hate it
Im living my life while you live with two faces
Dont push me im trying
Bruised but still fighting
Got voices inside me
Since youve been away.
Everybodys wrong
Our favorite years have fallen to the floor
Im reckless and hopeless but I tried
Heres what I wrote
Either you sink or float in the commotion in this ocean of growth
Theyll try to drown you on board on the shore and sell your precious soul to the sea
Just promise me that youll remember to breath
Remember those who you call family
Its never part of the plan, youre fucking begging for land
So ill wait for you in the sand
Just understand
I tried as hard as I can, the crooked fashion of the rations at hand
Just cough the water from your throat
Youll find a reason to hold on
And youll call it home
Thats all I wrote.
So ill scream out your name to an ocean that hates me
Until I write a song that will bring you to safety
Flag and half mast, missed the pass that you gave me
Because youre not fucking around anymore.
So ill set my vice on bad advice
Im holding my ground until we're burning this town
And with our war spread rain and fear
Fighting for those days we held so dear
Wish you were here.
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